I think about anything and everything when working on these pieces, and it does help address issues that I might perhaps be avoiding. Or more importantly, it brings to light things that I may not have even considered. For instance, my professional life is very important to me, but I was ill trained and prepared for some of the things that I am dealing with. So these little guys help me settle down, take a breather, and help focus the emotional from the external. Even now, my mind wanders to what I could improve or try again at. It even wanders to others perceptions of me as someone who does that particular job. And that affects how I do the job. How much time should I invest in it? I can not give all of myself to it, but I like to be helpful and available. That is one of my downfalls. Am I doing the best job that I can do? But there is always more to learn, more to do. And then the inevitable self doubt. And I think about leaving it behind because I am fearful. Fearful of success. Fearful of failure. Fearful of being perceived as an idiot, or someone who is un-trust worthy, which is actually absurd, because I am none of those things. But I fear being it. Fearful of not being good enough. That is it right there.